I can't help myself
but to live with this disguist feelings..
It'll not be gone
for will continue to stay in me for long..
I hate this feeling
yet it was something that had inhabit in me
I'll burst to tears at anytime
without any reason
I feel as if I'm insane
I hate to see myself being so weak
where's the cheerful me I used to be
which was the real me
I'm often confused..

because of my past
because of my mistakes
because of my fooliness
I've became so sensitive
I tend to be hurt easily
and kept crying soberly
I can't cry when I wanted to
I kept crying when I didn't want to

-deep in me I kept bleeding..its hurts alot-
=my life is broken=